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15 November 2015 @ 07:13 pm
life can be a bitch sometimes (and that's why I'm back)  

Over 4 years have passed since the last time I posted anything here. I don't even know if anyone might be interested in what I have to say anymore. In this 4 years, my life has come to a halt and started spinning once again so many times I have lost count. There has been good and there has been bad, and I'm sorry I've missed out on all of you. I thought having an RL could be easy to deal with while I had an LJ life. Guess what? I was mistaken. Again, I am sorry for having missed out on you.

In these years, I have encountered several new situations in life that I didn't know quite well how to react to. I have lost friends (RL ones, online ones), I have found many more, I've dealt (and still am dealing) with losing my only grandparent slowly, and I've got engaged. And at this point in my life, I have lost all inspiration. I can't write for the life of me, and it hurts so much it's tearing me apart. Again, I have no hope anyone around here still cares. I've been a horrible friend lately, so much as my so called best friends told me before erasing me from their lives (let's say it was a mutual thing that I will explain on another post, another time).

I hope everything is good with all of you. I won't say I will be posting daily, or weekly, because I sincerely have no idea about timing at this point in my new life dinamics. Just know I'll be around.

Jaeenchanted_jae on November 15th, 2015 09:07 pm (UTC)
I'm happy to see you, sweetie!

I did miss you, but I know that rl comes first. I'm sorry to hear that some of it has been not-so-good, but I hope the good stuff has outweighed the bad. Congrats on getting engaged!
Snarky Journalist from Hecklire_casander on November 16th, 2015 03:07 pm (UTC)

Hi there! Thanks for your kind words! Things have been rough but I've been holding on! How are you?

Jaeenchanted_jae on November 17th, 2015 03:50 am (UTC)
Same as ever, just older and meaner. Ha ha!
rajkumari905rajkumari905 on November 15th, 2015 11:06 pm (UTC)
Snarky Journalist from Hecklire_casander on November 16th, 2015 03:07 pm (UTC)

*waves back*

sassy_cissasassy_cissa on November 16th, 2015 03:44 am (UTC)
Hey! Good to see you!
Snarky Journalist from Hecklire_casander on November 16th, 2015 03:07 pm (UTC)

It's good to be back!

dazzle43dazzle43 on November 16th, 2015 11:06 am (UTC)
Congrats on getting engaged Hon *twirls you*
Snarky Journalist from Hecklire_casander on November 16th, 2015 03:08 pm (UTC)

Thanks, darling!

Goodnight Hollywood Blvd.onepunkymisfit on November 19th, 2015 05:15 am (UTC)
No matter how long we go without talking, I will always consider you my friend. I love you. ♥
Snarky Journalist from Hecklire_casander on November 19th, 2015 03:05 pm (UTC)

I will always call you my friend as well. It's been a long while, though. How are you doing?